Personally, I always thought the concept of love vs. hate seemed pretty straight forward - you have a choice on if you want to love someone (aka accept them) or if you want to hate them
Four years ago I awoke with mixed emotions as I knew my life was about to change. On one hand, I had so much joy because I knew I was marrying someone that I dreamed of marrying for many years. On the other hand I was full of fear.
The one and only Blind Date I went on, I should have followed my gut and reminded myself of the above. This blind date came courtesy of my realtor.
During this process, I have tried to learn and grow. Sometimes I kick ass at this and find myself thinking, "damn Breezy you are one insightful bitch". Other times, I suck and end up sitting in my bed, watching Netflix, crying into my bowl of Cheetos, thinking, "this was all my fault ".
I have given you all some insight over the past few weeks regarding my family, friends, history, etc. things that make me, well me. And I would be amiss if I didn't discuss the history of my fur children and how they have played a role in all of this.
I have learned many things during this divorce process. How to mow my own lawn; How to juggle two jobs, four animals and a social life; How to love myself without the approval of others (okay this is a work in progress); How to wire a TV so the cables are hidden in the wall... Continue Reading →
As I child I remember reading the pick your own adventure books and having a love-hate relationship with them. I hated them because I always picked the wrong adventure and would end up in a shark's den trying to find my way out. On the other hand, I loved them because I could always change my choice when I realized I was in danger.
You know what blows, moving. Actually, what blows more than moving...packing and what blows more than packing... packing away memories from a life you no longer have. Constantly being faced with the decision of keeping, tossing or making future me deal with it. Usually I err on the side of future me because I feel... Continue Reading →